(use in ìbooksî?)
If I could figure out how to put on this coat so
it didnít make me look stupid--
Why do you think it looks stupid
(Pause)
Maybe the whole world is inside out
Why canít I get you to unlock things for me?
What things?
Are we talking about a key?
Ah, you think one is hidden in this coat pocket,
which I am not familar with since Iíve never been persuaded
to use this coat on a permanent basis-- hereís the key.
Are we ever going to find out
No. Because hereís a second key
(Pause)
Why does everything have locks
Not true
True. Try opening this door
Just because that drawer has a lock--
You donít know that for a fact until you try
opening it
Letís say-- instead of op[ening it, I try
penetrating its contents by using my mind like telepathy
Was that the answer to my anticipation?
I believe the only thing you anticipated was heartache
Yes, life has punished me
If you were a more inventive person, you could go
far with such punishment
Indeed
What
Iíll make a cocoon out of all my missed opportunities
and come home later from the party I wasnít even invited
to
Right, be a strangere. Make it exciting
Iíll make it doubly exciting
How
Wait a minute-- did we say exciting? That wasnít
the word I was thinking about
I bet now itís so far in the past-- you canít
even remember the word you were thinking about
I canít call it to mind
Thatís why thereís no mental telapathy
between us
You go first
I did. And I fell into a void
(Turn coat)
Now it fits
What
My new coat
(Coat scene?)
You see. I canít tell the difference
(Exit)Slowly, of course, but the great God entered,
and filling the entire room I lost track of my correct orientatio
Sometimes, when itís right, I lose track
Here--
Are you offerig me something?
Oh I get it-- I stand here like a plate of cheese and crackers
I donít see any
I meant, here and now-- be self satisfied
Nightime and Iím never self satisfied
Ah, when itís dark, you have too many dark
thoughts
I donít have thoughts-- I feel totally empty
Thatís why you couldnít help thinking--
cheese and crackers
(Enter with)
I heard somebodyís interested in cheeze and
crackers
If I didnít have the idea planted in my brain,
it never would have happened
Did I make a mistake
Impossible
Here and now
(Pause)
Well, Iíll put these cheeze and crackers back in the refrigerator for future use
(Exit)
ëUseí use isnít a word I like
substituting for innumerable other words
You should limit your innumerable words to one word
Why
You could experience everything as normal, including
things that heretofore youíve fould impossible to express
And what should be that one word?
Your choice
(Pause)
I wonít pick up on that ball and run with it
(Cheese and crackers)
See? You couldnít really express yourself
I started out fine
Tell me
(Enter: Cheese and crackers?î)
I said something about being uncomfortable when it
got dark, mentally
I canít even remember if thatís accurate
Oh, itís accurate, because the feeling behind
it is accurate
Then I pass
(Pause)
OK. Thatís my choise
Not a bad choice
OK
One word
Two letters
--Standing in for every conceiveable word that heretofore
just confused you and other people in the immediate vicicity.
OK?
OK
(Shake)I donít experience demonic beasts,
what I mean is, my nightmares
Careful
What
You may not sleep tonight
I look upon it as safe territory
Oh, I bet you hope death does knocks at the front
door--
Not too soon
But sound asleep
Yes
Careful-- you might just be slipping past one more
extraordinary expeience
One more? I donít think Iíve had any--
See?
Your dangerouls beasts have no recognizable names
All the better
What do you do with your spare time
(pick up chair)
What do you do with that chair
Ah-- you name it
I intuited something
What
Itís called a chair
Not if I manage to use it in a way nobodyís
ever used it before
Put it down
(Does)
Ah, now you can sleep better
Not necessarily if Iím lying in bed and suddenly
remember something
What
Oh, trivial things
Like picking up a dangerous chair
I think ëll domesticate it for a minute
How
Maybe I take a seat
By all means
Iíll close my eyes if you donít mind
(Pause)
I mind
Donít worry. I can see you in my imagination
(Goes)
I know you left the room, so why am I talking to you
(Pause)
Please, make this chair do something extraordinary to me!
(Open, rise and look)
No such luck
Maybe Iíll go to bed
(Exit)What keps the world from flying to pieces?
(Pause)
Look, this isnít my way of talking, not at
all
Then what the hell--?
Not at all.
(Pause)
Word A, followed by word B
I was really worried about--
--No! Word A, folowed by word B.
Word A
Word A
Folowed
Coutinue
Word B
By--
Correct
What is it followed by
(Pause, like doctor)
Follow my hand
(Moves)
I donít know if I will to get out of here
alive
Here?
Intuit it for yourself, please
What?
(Pause)
Am I allowed to give myself an innoculation
What kind
(Pause, goes, gets suringe full)
My PANTS are full
Your pants are full of nothingMy pants
My celebrated handles
My trot
My burnt toast
My ease eyes
My cane of double dimention
My lost wallet
My coes
My counterfits
My blows undercover
all twist in a double direction
Factors-- one word
Fast-- a second word
Fruits of the mind
Fast approaching opportunities
The seedling closer to the sap
than the sturdy oak
The acorn
The grass
I see no evidence of the grass
My factories
My beach under the roof
What roof
No-- you mean what beach
All I have are my associative tendencies.
Believe me-- believe my belief system
My private bedlam
My bones
My agular vision
Like a diagram of the machineable brainI visit you from Egypt
I visit you from the land of the dead.
You think to ask-- who I am, but the correct things to think and to ask is where I am-- where am I now.
Where am I now and who do I imitate, here where I am now when I am doing the imitation.
Look into the cabinet and see my hand hand writing
(Opens)
Whatís writing
My hand is writing, that should be obvious
Something controls a hand
Nothing controls a hand when it writes.
The hand writes, biut there is a controling mental
aparatus
(Out of ciffin)
Let the hand lead the writing and the mental aparatus
follow the lead of the hand wrioting
(Pause)
What makes you come out of the cabinet
Gravity made me fall towards the earth-- even though
I am at odds with gravity
(He has shut cabinet)
Why did you write something
I wrote nothing
(Pause)
I didnít like seeing a hand by itself writing
something. It caused me great agitation
I know
Did you come, therefore, to calm my agitation
Where am I
No. I should be saying-- who are you
You should be saying-- where am I now
I know where I am-- partioally.
Ah, at odds with yourself, for the moment
I am at odds with the electro-magnatic gravity that
tries to locate me
But I HAVE located you
Yes
Where?
Here. Here where I am right now
* * *
keep going
I can only keep going if I donít focus
Your eyes are focused
Yes
On me?
` (Open cabinet)
Thereís something flowing into the hand that
is doing the writing, but I have no way of knowing if that something
is flowing into the hand that is writing or that something is
flowing out from the hand that is writing
Keep going
If I keep going-- do I focus, or do I stop focusing
Which cxauses you more agitation, internally
Do you understand my desire. My desire is to focus
no longer
Keep going. Keep going
Yes. I keep going
Which direction does it flow
I keep going. There is no flowing from outside
(Pause)
There is a tremendous flowing from the outside to
my inside
With results-- such as.
Yes. My hand is agitated
Wash your hands please
(Done)
Done. My hands are clean
Iím afraid you overlooked something very important
What
Look please into the basion where yopu washed your
hands
Yes. Itís empty
But you made a mistake. The water filled the basion
and then emptied from the basin. And ion so doing-- remember?
I wasnít watching
It began describing a circle as it swirled down the
hole at the bottom of the basin. It didnít go straight
down the hole-- it circled, it swirled as it drained from the
basin. So.
So.
Are you chasing vanishing objects?
I donít know what vanishes. I forget
Make the inside of your head go ina circle
(Feels)
Ah, it already has that shape
See how easy it could be? Dream time. Dream time
Where do I enter
You mean, where do you enter, or you mean where do
you exit, but do not worship such a door please
Of course not
Do not turn such a door into number one-- idol , number two-- icon , number three- that very particular ìIî through which something you think is seeable is in fact seeable.
(Pause)
Whatís visible here
Nothing
Whatís visible
My look is apparently frozen
Whatís behind that door is something thatís
realy going to surprise you
Iím already surprised
Why
Because Iím suddenly happy for no explicable reason
(Out, return. Repeat)
See? I go out, I come back, all of this giving me a feeling that is very delightful, in fact, for no partiocuylar reason
(Sits)
By the way
(Open drawer)
--hereís the key
I donít need it
Well-- in that case swallow it
Listen-- there are two kinds of people
I know
Iím the second kind
(Pause)
Then Iíll just put the key back in this drawer
Do that. Iíve already forgotten where you put it
(Pause)
Could I have that key?
Here it is--
(Takes. locks door)
Now that itís locked, if I try to leave by
this door, there will probably be a major collision
It depends whether or not you give yourself permission
To have a major collision
Yes
I do
Yes
--Because I like bumping into things. I derive a
certain ëhappinessí in bumping into things unexpectedly
Then your happiness is assured
Knowing that makes me DOUBLY happy
(bang in door)
Ow!
Why donít you try using the kep
Why donít I just try a different door
(exit)
(Comes in locked door)
What does this tell me about myself
Guess what. The only way I can see myself is by erasing
myself
Try looking at something else
Total erasing
Words still seem possible
Oh no, those are left over words
Words are certainly saying something
What are words saying
Words are saying-- we words are very worried about
vulnurable parts of our bodies
What parts
Well-- the parts without parts-- so that must mean--
total words. What are total words compared to words that are different
Words that are different keep going
So hole- eye- target- gap
You make it sound like language is worried about
itself
Experts are confused. Language is worried about itself
Experts are confused
Experts are certainly confused
(Laughter)Question. Do I have enough roses to make
myself happy
Concerning the atmosphere?
Oh Estelle, is it the number of roses or is it the
rose
What do you mean by ëthe roseí
I mean, a certain rose, which is the answer, of course,
to a very specific prayer
You mean, I pray for roses like other people pray
for rain
Well, isnít it the same thing since roses
grow if there is sufficient rain, and do not grow when there is
a drought
These roses-- they are anticipated and enjoyed, more
than enjoyed, more intense than enjoying them
I sense that
(Enter)
Hello Estelle, I have arrived with roses
(Pause)
Letís put them in a vase
Look, we already have these roses in a vase
Yes. What would we do without our roses
Look, I donít insist that my roses take prescidence.
But I hope you wonít treat them badly
Maybe we can combine them in vases, with some of
the roses that already exist
(Enter)
Look what I found. A vase
Thank god, my roses can go inside this supplimentary
vase
OK
Where are you going to place them, Estelle
Iím going to sit them on thew center of this table. What happens next is as follows
(Pause)
The brain turns into a rose. It releases-- freagrence.
And that same fragrence-- fills more than this room because the
experience of that fragrence is carried inside translating organisms
into the entire language and meaning network-- you see? Itís
the appropriate moment for us to stop talkingThe word vanishes
from my vocabulary. But it IS spoken--
What word
Tendency. The tendency to avoid the spoken word
The spoken word-- tendency
When it speaks, it speaks of its own tendency towards
articulation
Does this fill you with certain emotion
Yes. My tendency is toward that emotion, but then
that emotion is swalloed by something else in consciousness
Describe that something else
The emotion doesnít vanish
Does it hide
Yes, it hides in something else which is the emotion
I am pointing toward it
What
The emotion of which we are victems
(Pause)
If we are victems of that emotion, it is impossible
that one is simultaniously pointing toward that emotion
Try it
How
Try it and find out how
The accomplishment is the explination
Yes
(Pause) The explination, therefore, as a very emotional
experiuence
I would say so
Ah--
What
You gave way to that tendency
No. I havenít once moved from the spot where
I began talking
That was your mistake
That was your reward
(Pause)
For what am I beling remembered
Well, letís just say-- the emotion of the
situation benifits us both
Dare we articulate what fills us with such feelings
Donít worry. They pass, eventualy
Not yet. Iím still feeling something
(Pause)
And now?
Iím still feeling something
Do I believe this?
I believe this
Then I believe this alsoI havenít forgotten
anything except my memories
But look, here they are
Are we in syncronazation?
Weíve lost the tune
Was it a memory of the tune?
Well, am I singing or speaking
Thatís up to me, isnít it
hich do you prefer
n different occasions I prefer different resources.
It depends-- on a particular occasion, how deep I feel like digging,
because when I dig into somebody elsesís motives--
--You find your own
Ah. Singing
True. Singing is more of a collaboration
Donít say that
Donít stop talking
No, you donít allow me silence, because whatever I say, what you say comes after
(Silence)
This is not under my control
Iíll give you ten seconds to come up with
a more satisfactory response to my basic question
I think itís been superceeded
The basic quesion is never superceeded
When itís irrelevent, itíís
obviously superceeded
If itís basic--
--Of course
Itís never superceeded
Well, not unless we think of time as going backwards
Ah, that means we kiss and make up
Inside time going backwards, yes
Iíve never been inside time--
It looks different from the inside
Iíve been pushed forward by something, and
here I am, waiting for the next knock on one of several possible
doors, so perhaps youíre right and I am inside after all,
which means I better change my mental perspective. Thank you for
that
Wait a minute. Iíd like to de-gift-a-fy myself
Selfish
No. Thatís my way of being a true friend
One friend isnít enough. I need hundreds
(knock)
A hundred and one
Come in!
)Nothing)
Well, letís just pretend I came in through
that door
Yes-- we can play such tricks
Wow! Are you mentally rapid-- this is amazing
Selfish
Iím sorry. Being amazed is my addiction of
choice
Selfish
(Pause)
I suppose I am
(Goes to shoot self, stops)
Well, there sare no bullets
Selfish
Yes. I suppose I am
(Shots self)
(Pause)
This is amazing
(Enter)
Did you do that
It depends on your perspective
Thatnk God Iím not really dead
(Pause)
This is amazing
So what exactly is your perspective, when you answer
my question as to whether or not youíre responsible
We canít even tell to whom that question is
being directed
Selfish
(entered one)
No-- since Iím the one who just recently arrived, maybe Iím the one whoís selfish
(Pause. exit)
(Pause)
If I say one more time-- selfish-- does that send somebody else flying from this room?
(Pause. Both go)
Arogance? I wouldnít be me, otherwise
Therefore, every other pose is out of the question
(Pause)
Ow. That hurt
But your articulation is so wonderful
You mean
(Points to mouth)
--this old thing.
Itís just a twitch
Fortunately, you put two and two together, so I have
to make miniscle effort-- just an occasional gesture
Is this what you had in mind?
(Gets figurine)
Amazing. It looks like me.
Do you feel protective
On the contrary. Iíd be happy to see it destroyed,
because it would have no implications regarding my own well-being
Iíd never destroy this
Trying to disappoint my expectations?
It has too much resonance in my private system of--
well, I donít know what system, but I do know I canít
help being systemaic about everything
Let me hokd it
If you wonít break it
Oh no, Iím into arogance, not trivia
(Pause)
OK. Trivia as a gift
Hum, now that I have it here in my hand, it seems
less like me than I supposed
Well, it never looked like you
know, it was the spirit of the thing
(Put in cabinet)
It went back inside but not in the appropriate location
Letís look where it uised to be
(done)
It wonít be there
Right, itís not here. Can you remember where
I put it
Yes
Show me
(other opens)
Thatís right, and there it is
(Exits)
If I put it back will you come back?
(Pause)
No answer of course. So the decision is mine
(Start, stop, back in original place. A knock)
Come in
Where did you put it
I revealed alot about myself by my choice
Oh? I thought you were trying to reveal some of MY
secrets
Itís true, I did that inadvertently
Except for the fact that I hide nothing
Arrogant
Thatís an accusation
How can it be an accusation since you originally
applied the term to yourself
No, I was trying it out, but I was waiting for you
to make the first move, I mean the first REAL move
Iíve never made a REAL move in my life
(Pause. Go to cabinet, figure)
Well, here it is
(Pause. Puts it back
Pause)
You can count on it. Itíll stay there a very
long time
Then I can go
Yes
(Pause)
Sometimes--
What
I look for a reversal of all catagories. I look for
some kind of wipe-out-- that forces me to discouver whatever resoiurces
I had no ability to anticipate. Could I be very different than
I am
I think so
Are you talking about yourself also
Yes
Letís find out
(Open cabinet, other stops)
Oh no you donít--
Iím not going to hurt it
It stays in there
It doesnít even look like me
Thatís not the point
(gun. shoots self, falls, gets up)
A magic gun
Yeah-- Iíll trade you this magic gun for that.
. .representation
OK>
(Exchange, one with gun goes off stage. A shot)
Now I have no way of knowing ifit sustained its magical
characteristics--
(Appear)
Iíve got to tell you-- I didnít have
the nerve to do anything except fire it out the window
I hope that didnít exhaust its magic capabilities
Well-- you can try
Once is enough
(Pause)
You want this bac?
No
Well-- Iíll just put it away
(Third place)
I wonder how many more hiding places we can discover
for it
We? I donít think WE will be doing anything
of the sort. I dont intend any further collaboration
Asking me to go?
Yes.
(gone)
I wonder if Iíll be hearing another gun shor
(Pause)
I guess not
Ah well, itíll be hard not to have that anticipation lurking somewhere in the back of my consciousness
(Open door to look. Close)
Wait a minute-- now I remember--
(Goes get second gun, shot self, fall and up)
Thank God it still works
(Puts it back. look in mirror)
No-- that really doesnít look like me-- so
either thereís something wrong with this mirror-- or thereís
something wrong with my face-- but how can there be something
wrong with my face since itís my face--
` (enter)
You look different
Better or worse
Different. I wonít know if itís an
improvement until I experience some of your behavior, then Iíll
be in a position to make a comparison
You canít know if itís genuine behavior
or just calculated effect
It wonít matter
Thatís giving yourself lots of credit
Donít you recognize me? Itís ME! Itís
this arrogant bastard stadning in front of you. I see everything.
Nothing escapes me. All I need is a little time to amass evidencxe,
and then automatically-- my brain comes up with the appropriate
schematic
(Pause)
Well, I have time
(Sits)
I have time too, but Iím very impatient--
--Is this the behavior youíre anticipating?
I donít anticipate it, I just drink it in, and then do my best to produce an accurate mental copy
(Sits)
(Noise, music)
Oh, I like that music
I do too
I like that music, I do like that music
Me too. I do like that musicThis is certainly still a room
This is certainly an experience
or a certain dimention, in a certain room
You must be keeping track of time
I am-- pivoting from one time into another
You mean-- changing direction
No. I mean by the word pivoting-- something I canít
express
But you did
No
You did, with the specific word pivoting
(Pause)
Was it an ill chosen word
No. I think it was a good choice
(Pause)
Iím in no position to judge what it feels
like inside you when you necessarily pass judgementg on one of
your own words choices
No single word can be taken out of context
Then we could never say anything
What
Isnít it true, only taking words out of context
affords the possibility of changing direction, and only changing
direction means saying something
(Pause)
All of that could be replaced with one word, I suppose
Pivot
Are you repeating yourself
Pivot
(Pause)
No. It sounds like it but I donít think so
Well-- when you subject me to such meticulous analysis,
I become inhibited
Verbally
I donít talk as much
You boil things down to single words
What things
(Pause)
Me too
You go first
No. Any word I choose will seem--
--What
Calculated
(Pause)
Not very spontanious
(Pause)
Well-- weíll just have to lurch forward any
way we can
Forward?
Whatever direction, itís still forward.
Time does pass
(Pause)
Then we might as well release a veritable torrent
of words and let the consequences be consequences
That makes things easier
(Pause. G0)This is not normal mental revolve
You mean--
I donít ëmeaní anything you can
possibly indicate, because my ëmeansí are, essentially,
too rapidly evolving to possibly chart against anybody elseís
copy-cat consciousness
That shuts me up
(Pause, starts opening drawers)
Everything is about being in certain cabinets but
then being replaceable because weíre not talking about
the same thing except separated by thought gaps
What do you determine as the duration of each thought
gap
({ause)
The minute I reach out for that answer--
Trhereís your first mistake
No, thatís just a manner of speaking, it canít
possibly be my first mistake
When was that
Well, it wasnít before I was born but it wasnít
just after I was born either because baby that I was I still wasnít
Wonderful
What
I still see the child in you
You mean Iím looking for my playthings
(Goes through cabionets)
(Pause)
Every time we rush through lifeís possibilities--
Do we grow up a little
No, we by-pass more and more in the realm of opportunity
I donít think so
You donít look satisfied
Eventually with practice, sufficient speed so when
everything turns into a real blur, then itís as if going
so fast I stopped
Why not just stop
You know the answer
I donít know it now-- I know it sometime in
the future, so Iíll catch up with it
Is this doing you any good
Now?
Yes
This minute?
Yes
Is this very minute doing me any good-- no-- because
itís already passed me by-- yes-- because it added to my
store of memories
What good is that
The more memories, the wider my arc of mental circulation,
so pretty soon Iím cycling through the increasing multitude
of those things--
Those memories?
Is that what they are? Iíd have thought by
now they were something radicaly different--
Relatively
(Pause)
I lift off
Well, you imagine sufficient speed
Yes
But is it realy sufficent if you just imagine it
(Pause)
I stand corrected. Since you didnít immediately
answer, youíre evidently in an other realm. My hero
FinallyOh, itíll pass
Then Iíll say-- whatís the next step
(Pause)
Since you donít answer--
Am I your hero?
Youíd only be my hero if you were in another realm completely
(Pause. Exit)
Left to my own resources-- Help!
(Exit other door)
(In other door)
Too late
(in and out)
ìThey were in one realm, then they were in anotherî
(Lights change color)I can gravitate toward what
I bring into existence
Certainly a chair
The chair/ the famous cair
It isnít famous
No, but it certainly keeps manifestating in my consciousness
aparatus
(Pause)
Probably you sit
Probably I notice it before I sit on it
Probably you notice it because you remember sitting
on it
(Pause)
If I was capable of mentally backing up
--Isnít that how one negotiates a chair
--One backs into it
(Pause)
Donít forget-- itís my chair
Itís nobodyís cjair. Tatís what
makes it a chair
Am I sitting on nobodyís chair?
(not sitting on it)
Nobodyís chair means itís never borrowed,
even if itís utilized
Well, I didnít sit
Now.
I mean now
Now you sit
Eventually, yes, now keeps succeeding itself until
itís the now Iím seated but not yet
(Pause)
This is true of everything under the sun
Ow!
(Hides eyes)
What
I remembered that
The sun always comes out when one receives the appropriate mental blow to the forehead
(Other is going to chair, sits and falls)
OW!
Things must be c ollaborating against you
I donít believe that at all, I believe things
happen and they get linked together only because we think about
them in certain ways
Over which you do or do not have total control
(Pause)
Well, at the end of a long life, one looks back on
things, and one has no idea whether one had any control over oneself
or the contrary
You havenít classified the contrary
Could I
(Rising)
Yes.
(Pause)
Have a seat
(as if seeing sun)
Ow!
I wish I could be as open to experience as you seem
to be
Oh, it was just a provocation. I was testing you
For what
It wouldnít be fair to say
(Pause)
Go ìOw!î
Iíd have no reason to do that
Try imitating mne
(Pause)
Ow!
Ow!
(Pause)
I feel foolish
See? Imitation is not particularly desirable
I wouldnít have except for your request
I know
(Pause)
Thatís your main problem--
I know
(Pause. Goes)
Bravo. Except-- what made me do that
(Thinks . exits)This isnít normal for me--
However--
I donít usually let myself be lead by somebody
elseís qualifications
I have none
What
Qualifications
No, but you try to inhibit my full response
If there was a full response coming from that side
of the room--
No. Weíre both on the same side of the room
Funny
What
You just sliced it in half
Impossible. My language is like glass. It touches nothing
(Pause)
No. If it was like glass, it could still touch something,
but it doesnít
Then itís as if it didnít exist
No, it exists, but it doesnít touch anything.
Nothing moves.This isnít my career. This is nobody at home
But youíre home
(Pause)
Did I arrive here by accident.
Oh no, donít get any closer
I can surprise myself, but I canít speak for
any collaborators
Life continues
I almost forgot
(Paise)
Have a drink
Where are they
I remember. You keep your liquor in that cabinet
Sometimes, when my friends run out, I rely on ingenuity
Youíre the kind of person who welcomes misfortune
No, donít say that
Nobodyís listening
Iím listening
Do you control your own life?
(Pause)
What a misfortunate
Thaytís why we need a drink
Itís no deeper
Ah, thatís because youíre relying on
your language
I thought I was relying on--
What
(Pause)
Words fail me
No they donít, you just expressed yourself
very well
Words fail me
ìWords fail meî
If I forget the number of times I have entered my
room--
This room?
No. This is not remembered
I meant-- your room?
(Pause)
When I was in my room, I tried making it different
by using my mental apparatus
How often did that work-- that stratagy--
Look. Itís working
I have nothing to look at
Why not
(Pause)
When I look into your eyes, the catagory I visualize
is internal
Oh, but I think the exteriourr harmonizes perfectly
Is this wall picking up some kind of subtle vibration
Donít ask
Why not ask
If you pull whatís inside, outside
--I know, itís like pulling a fish outr of
water, and as it lies there on the table, gasping for breath,
one more mental universe slides back into some universal brightness
that nobody else dares enter.
Whatís my room number
Pick a number
OK
Double it
OK
Put it inside your left pocket
OK
Take another number, non-dividable into that first number and multiply them both by themselves and divide the toyal by three
(Pause)
OK
No, Iím confused
Ah, safety in numbers
I feel quite the opposite-- exposed and vulnurable
But this is all happening inside your mental apparatus
Correct
Nobody gets through that particular door
--What was my room number?
This room?
(Pause)
I suppose
Youíll never find out from inside
(Other goes)
Now Iím alone for a minute.
(Pause)
Hello?
I think Iíll take advantage of one more missed opportunity
(Whirls, music, falls)
Hopeful, but am I really?
You lost track
(Pause)
Maybe I could be persuaded--
To do what. I donít see persuading having
a perminent effect
My personal style-- is that capable of changing?
Maybe-- if you receive multiple blows, but it would
disrupt my composure
Try this
(offer drink)
Sweat appears on my forehead-- sometimes I daub it
with alcohole
Then you must be very dizzy after all
You think I ingest the world through my forehead
Iím well aware, the brain travels to different
parts of the body
Under stress
--Yes-- under stress
Thatís when I accept a drink
Stress benifits
--wait a minute
No, drink up
I said wait a minute. My stress is my valuable resource
Then we can share it
Pour yourself a drink
I never drink alone
Isnít that the point?
Oh? Only now-- I begin to see what you mean
(Pour 2nd, offer, they drink)
Did that make me forget whether or not we colaborated--
bottoms up
I hope thatís a version of upside down
It depends on whether or not youíre as agressive
as I think you are
Bottoms up, but not until we know each other to the
extent of really being able to exchange identities
Then I have a problem--
Really? Me too-- at least, thatís one forehead
speaking to another forehead
Thank goodness
--what
You know, Iím glad itís forehead to
forehead we deliniate this situation
Yes, I wanted to take advantage of my own lucid tendencies
Thatís something I feel comfortable doing
an imitation
Hold it-- imitations make me nervous
(Exit)
One more drink and Iíll start seeing double
(Drinks, other peeks)
Come in
Why
Iím seeing double, but I want it to be a little more intense
(slam)
That does it. Thank God, thatís as about as intense as it gets around here
(Holds head and laughs)
(After considering all possibilities-- I retreat
Where
What makes you think I have a geographical consciousness
This I know. You reject all acquired wisdom
I exist in and of myself, but I move from the spot
only with the introduction of foreign elements
If I say-- God--
This does not energize me when you say it, but if
I chose to say the very same thing--
Íhow me
(Pause)
I always obey
Show me
(Pause) God God God--
You continue ad infinitium, whereas I just pointed
to the word only saying it once
Notice how you shut me up
I had to
Why
You might have gone on forever
I donít think that would be humanly possible
What would have made you stop
(Pause)
It would have been intuitive
OK
God God God God God)