Double rooms. In out doors.

1) in -out

2) left-right

3) lost-found

4) awake-asleep

5) visible-invisible

6) conscious-unconscious

7) alive-dead

8) physical-mental

9) present-absent

10) here-there

11) hidden-revealed

I'm being used, by a certain logical way of putting things together

I'm being used, but a certain catagory of intellignece that--

YOU CHOOSE

NO OPINIONS, PLEASE

It                        thing                           self

This                           mirror                  nobody

Now                    more                           never

Here                   for example 

Wait                   exactly

Think of the stage.

Do not think of real life.

Think of yourself--

Waiting for death.

Think of the wisdom that has sucked dry

All of your energy.

Think of waiting for the play to begin

Then think of waiting for the play to end.

Think of waiting for your life to end

But you can't think of waiting for your life to begin.

Unless you think that waiting for te play to end

Is waiting for life to resume

And what is the relation of

That life resuming to life beginning truly.

What's ahppening. Is life beginning or ending

 You should be doubly alive

Alive to happiness

Which passes

Alive to sadness

Which remains

-------

This holding onto a thing

Is not alive

And

Does not pass

Is there a reason to be alive.

__________________

I resent having to keep you interested

What's your attention span

___________

Be productive. It won't work

Remaining iinside

an unanswerable question

he goes—

forward

2)

The benefits arrive,

Bringing fear.

Oh yes,

In the trembling that acompanies

The vefry next move

3)The bind ones

who fear closure—

this is an avenue of discover.

Discovery

4)

Repetition with no

Real content

But what then

Is being

1-2-3-4

5)

If a body moves

Through time and space,

Is this what blocks

Effectively, real understanding

6)

Never the answer

When something even more effectve

Is self evident

7)

Arevolution

In the powers of observation,

This will erase

Real human beings

8)

Fear who might come

Suddenly, to he;f in—

Self definition

9)

You and the people

surrounding you,

are almost

innocent

10)

Now that time passes automatically

Nobody thinks about

That deep, invisible second world

11)

Death is no help

Because it merely fulfils

A pretend expectation

12)

Speaking the truth

Abut things, means

Trying to lie but

Admittdly, always,

Ailure in such deliberete peversity (so)

13)

Explain noting

Except what’s

Self evident

Please

                  (EXPLAIN NOTHING)

14)

Is this real, is this

A real item.

You

fill in the blanks

15)

When I visited

That other, deeper direction—

Oh no

Mistake.

It never happened

16)

My first time

Following the path

Of truth.

I was already, outside that

‘inner circle’.

Beautiful. Beautiful

17)

Long ago but,

Following my own

Footsteps, of course

18)

Nothing, but the dsappointment

Of my renegade desire

To be aloe

First, first in line

19)

Re- submitting to

Indignity, I was

Wholy involved in a kind of

Absent, radience

20)

Making overtures to

. . . .whatever.

21)

Still poised, between

The valley and this

High, low mountain

mhere I exhaused myself,

now I shake, equal to

The real of the thing

22)

Go backwards

But it was not news—

Ths place

To this

Deeper place

23)

Maximum effort

Meant, not being

Present to these, items

A remembered bell

A remembered bell

24)

Capturing

Inside this moment

The believeable

What happened next

25)

Now, a mountain

 Of ideas—

Re-inforced

There is something going on

To which we are deeply connected

And yet we cannot KNOW it

So 1)

It is going on

2)

IT IS TOTALLY ELUSIVE

It contradicts itself

It cancels itself out

It eludes (us) itself

Be productive

It won't work

You are the ghost.

Be productive